Magic In These Moments

By Evan Sanders


There's some serious pressure.

Extreme pressure. The type of pressure that condenses you and shapes you into something different. The birth of kings. The birth of queens. The birth of something new.

There's fury in this heart of mine right now. There's this strong pull I can feel tearing at me to go a different direction.

This is a great pressure.

I've felt this building for some time.

It can circulate through you like chaos itself. It will run over your chest and up your back, circulating, waiting for you to accept it.

It begs you to do whatever you need to do. It begs you to listen to it.

I am being asked to drastically change my actions...to drop my previous decisions...to let old pieces of me fall away to and usher in something focus, new, driven by a voice, and flowing with faith.

I've not made that decision previously because I was scared to. Scared to dive into that place...

No matter the story we lived in before, you can never go back. You can never go back to the person you once were...and that's perfectly ok.

The request to do it all differently.

And yet...it's such a bizarre feeling to have this coming from your heart.

It takes a lot of faith to be able to start a new journey, to leave all of the old stuff behind, and to move on with your life leaving your comfort zones.

And to run purely on faith that it's the right thing to do?

It's not even fear...

And yet...

It doesn't feel unguided.

Really make a commitment to moving forward with your life that goes beyond saying that you're going to do something and actually doing it for once. Be a man or woman of action and forget all the words.

Leave everything behind that you have to leave behind.

Pieces of me that have changed...and yet will never come back.

All the logical arguments could tell me otherwise, but this is all beyond logic. All beyond what my mind could possibly tell me. This is in the depths of my heart.

Have faith.

I'm leaving my mind behind on this one.

Trust you are headed in the proper way.




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